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Thursday, August 13, 2009

Kidney pain, Kidney pain go away find someone else to give the pain!

Being sick is a very stressful thing to be. Within the past month or so I been so sick with a kidney infection. Its unknown still what is causing this continuous pain. I am so tired of being sick, waking up feeling weak, having to struggle to do things. I can honestly say I am emotionally tired, physically tired. I have struggle through out my life. From loosing a good friend and love, being sexually abuse, becoming insecure with my body and trying to find my independence then falling in love with guy I gave the world and got burses and verbal abuse in return, after getting married, pregnant and having my first child die when she was 7 months old. I mean I can continue..... Staying strong and wanting to continue to live is such a struggle everyday. Now being sick on top of this makes it harder. I wish this sickness ends soon. I can only wish I can wake up and not be sick or tired. When is my next vacation!!!!!!!!!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Yo i didnt know you when thru so much. I blame myself for not keepin in touch after the 6th grade. I think if i was by your side like how i was in school, that your life would been different, cause i would have WHIP THAT NIGGA ASS for the way he treated you. If i stood in NyC, you would always have a place to stay, i hope that pain/infection goes away.

Alex said...

I know how you feel. Always gotta constantly go thro something. But we strong chooches lol and remember if you die on me ima get my ouija board and bring life back into your body and kill you again for leaving me!!!! lmfao