Catch up......

Well Bloggers, I am back! I had a blog a couple of months ago, but decided to delete it. I was so consumed with school that I didn't blog much. But in any event I am back. Let me do a little catch up! Well, I am still in school working on the BA in Psychology and loving it! okay okay I hate it sometimes. I chose to go to summer and OMG it was hard. I never thought I would have ever been able to do 3 papers in a week in a half and take exams and yea one presentation! YES! I did do it! Also while I was sick as well. I have to say this has been one of my hardest summers ever. My job was stressing me out, school was kicking my ass. And what else, my kidney's get infected to the point that I felt I was going to die with the pain I had. I am still actually going through some of the pain still. Doctors are still testing to see what is causing this infection. I was layed off from work which I have to say I am excited for because I need the time off and I can get paid weekly guaranteed!! unemployment is the shit! lol Let me see what else can i say...... oh yea my brother is getting married this coming summer in July in puerto rico. I also went to puerto rico this year to possibly save my married that was at the end I would say. It was a family trip. Did it save it you may ask? well I can only say that it got better. Did things change? ehhh a little bit, is it enough I don't know. A trip is not going to erase my memories and emptyness I feel inside. The weird thing is when you ask a person who is married do you see yourself with that person forever? Most people say I do, he or she is my soul mate. I usually answer, I don't. I say when will we seperate? Why don't I leave.... well thats a whole other blog. Well I think that is about it for now.